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Break up with him today. If you can't trust him to watch porn when you don't want to do it at this age there is absolutely no future for the two of you together, and if your attitude doesn't change there's not much hope of you ever finding a meaningful and lasting relationship.
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There is such a thing as being bisexual, or even bi-curious.
First off, realize that children do explore sexuality in different ways. There is not set 'norm' to speak of when it occurs. Your experiences sound like they were influenced by abuse as a child. Perhaps subconsciously you felt the need to be the abuser or the one in control even though I wouldn't necessarily deem what happened as abuse since like I said, children often explore sexuality together in innocent ways - not saying what you did was 'right' overall, but no one can deem what is normal or 'correct' for children growing up since the situations vary so much.
I wish, if you hadn't enjoyed the sexual experience with a male, you had simply stopped instead of remaining silent. You knew you weren't enjoying the act, you knew before hand you wouldn't enjoy it, yet your silence allowed it to continue.
I would suggest talking to a counselor or therapist to explore your sexuality and how to handle it better. I doubt there is anything mentally wrong, you just need to figure out different options to controlling urges or better yet, remembering that even if you don't truly enjoying being with males, fantasies are called fantasies for a reason.
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